LOST CASE
I stroll down the streets aimlessly below the stars listening to "heart of a lonely roller" by my all time favourite pik which made me write down. ha ha. I recently lost my laptop forever.R.I.P.In any city of India you can't expect any troubleshooters when you are a miser like me that too without a "jugad".So i roam around the city in my favourite black lower and noodle top like a Loafer kicking cans and enjoying myself.But that's only when i don't think of my mobile reminders.I have a hell Lotta stuff piled up to finish.But i prefer to push it for tomorrow.I miss home but i am stuck enjoying my haunted hostel alleys.ha ha.So like everything is so computerised and we are so helpless.Life is no less than SAW traps where we all are held up in  different traps.ha ha!!
But is this inhibited or we are like that only??
As i walk by a middle age couple i noticed something quite rhetoric and mundane.The lost smile,kid  forced to speak English,the UN CLOSE couple.Why to mention because maybe this is the life.My laptop not getting fixed.WHY?You visit people and they make you go in circles.Why can't just we be simple and short and straight??That's why i keep delaying things with the fear that it can never be done.One day we get so frustrated by this system of people delaying your work and we delaying our work that we do wrong things.Recently one of my friend's friend cleared a high fi examination.She was supposed to be happy.But the 20 lakh fancy "display" in her "poor savings account" will decide her future not her IQ.Mind it all you intellectuals out there!!Now this really freaks me out as i have been recently into making passport caressing my foreign employment dreams.
Sometimes i hear this world screaming at the top of it's voice -MONEY,FAKE,CLEVER
My interviewer tells me "You lack confidence" with great confidence
I glare at his big mundane stiff face with my lost eyes and think to myself
"sir you can shuffle my pockets and you will hear chuckling sound,if  i would have been clever i wouldn't be sitting right in front of you and yup yup yup i may have lied a thousand lies,i would have been different me with different people i had in my life but that doesn't call me fake"
he sees i am lost, observes my silence and speaks in a low sarcastic manner with a grin -lost case!!