Last 6 months of my life wasn't easy.It was hell.I was lost and some kind of loud numbness seeped into me by what i saw and felt.A broken heart,adaptability problems,anger,fuss created,death,bewildered mind.Short words to jot down but ask one who know it.I am not here to say that i am the queen of goodness.I am a human and i committed mistakes.But i am here to say that i was the most stupid person ever living on this earth.Thanks to my fate or god or who so ever is above watching me.Thanks for the bitter and hard experiences.I know there are many people living in this world who are emotionally & mentally disabled or going into deepression,losing hopes.I am not saying i am perfect now.But i know i am taking baby steps.I am "better" me.Now when ever i am free from my busy schedule and i scroll down the pictures of my past.It makes me sad and nostalgic.You go back to feel the air,to smell the aura,to feel the songs u heard that time.It gives you goosebumps and it makes you cry.Getting stuck in one place is no life.it Blocks your present.Niether so much anticipation of future is gonna help.You just have to do your today.Plan but don't get lost.
Try to know yourself and please try never to repeat your mistakes.Try to learn a lot from them.You will be the happiest.Life is all about balancing.you have to enjoy this video game before it gets over,grab the maximum points and win this game.Not to be taken seriously but to be sincere.Please don't push yourself too hard.Leave things that bother you in the first place.It's ok!Don't be afraid.
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