"i let you go...because i love you"
Friends i have been really busy with the hustle bustle of life.However you find a short and simple true story here.A young dynamic but little lonely,hanky panky,disturbed girl who took a really strong decision in a world where things are messed up and people die due to failed relationships.
She is someone i know since past few months.Being an engrossed personality she loves to read about herself so here it goes...
She is a kid..Because the happiness she gets she just can't cloak it.She suffers from multiple personality disorder(not medically proven).But this incident made me catch on her so easily. OK lemme call her jell..a fake name
(cracking my knuckles)
Jell has been working hard on her few projects these weekdays.She couldn't be more callous towards the butterflies in her stomach asking her to fly everyday. As such jell never wants to miss the fun..
She wore her makeup which gets stale.As such it makes her face look spiritless.Like a bird she feels when she wear her high heels.In low spirits she carries in her heart.In little confidence she walks out of her apartment.She is so graciously beautiful.Her alluring looks could kill you.She is too good to drive you nuts.
She hop in the bus.There she goes carrying the balloon of euphoria in her head yet gloomy heart longing to be loved...
She met this quiet wonderful guy few months back.She had been with lot of guys before.
breaking - patching up...
but still longing...
Jole. You may call him what a guy should be.But how can this dis confident girl be confident about him.She delivered fruits and chocolates to him before and she kissed him good night...
As she got down the bus her brain pooped up with wonderful plan of making it all this evening.It was after a long time since jell & jole met ...
They were surrounded by candles burning..silence was soothing...she met those eyes which were desired since long...the tranquil world they belonged to..plethora of sweet talks...real smiles they shared...glasses they cheered...the hallucinating smoke...and the intoxicating aura... seeping in,slowly smoothly...
Jell's sadness actually found a way to elope but her mind couldn't forget the subconscious ugly world she belonged to.It gave her a feeling as if it waited like a Satan.Like a beast for beauty.
Haunted past was bottling up.It was like a Kaliescope of coercing memories and finally it erupted in tears,which didn't stop. Jole was trying to know her since long back.But this time he really failed.Tried and tried like a drowning sailor saving his boat,like a storm jell was lost & drowned.She couldn't be saved.Saturation overflowed from the brim .She hurt herself,made him slap her.She could have died with the excruciating pain high on her.
It didn't happen for the first time...
It's all the game of heart and mind.She couldn't see another one to be unhappy due to her.She lives or she leaves.It was no more,anything,anyone any more...
I think she never cared for other guys in her life...
she told me...
i could see the truth in her helpless eyes...
maybe her broken and disturbed childhood could never make her normal..
she came messed up back to me...
i held her...she was lean & weak...
she uttered in a low feminine sexy voice
"i let him go.. because i love him..."
Jole was hurt but saved...
